Okay,
random thoughts that I’m sure many college students are having, but what’s up
with this week???? It’s like every class is seeing how much work can be jammed
into one week without making all of us quit; which would seem counterproductive
this late in the semester.
For
example, let me share what all I found on my calendar for this week when I sat
down with it a couple of days ago. As you all know for English we have paper #4
which is the longest one, to finish the rough draft, dredge through our tired
brains to workshop three papers written by classmates and then revise ours and
turn them in. On top of that we have our two blog posts & comments to
write. As much as I hate to admit it, I kind of enjoy writing my blog posts and
might, maybe miss it when class is over. It remains to be seen if I’ll miss it
enough to continue, only time will tell. For my Economics class there are two
chapters due by Friday (normally we only have 1 a week) plus a test that has to
be taken no later than next Monday. For Pathophysiology there is a three
chapter unit due Wednesday, plus our fourth lecture test by Saturday and the
second lab test is early next week. And then my final class, Lifetime Wellness,
the instructor opened up the assignments for the rest of the semester… yes, we
have until the 9th to finish them, but we have four weeks of assignments
that were made available late last week. Sigh… I’ll get them done, I have most
of a plan in place to make it happen, I’m just feeling a bit overloaded with
all of this, plus work, plus family life weighing down on me currently.
As
any of you that have read my blog know this has been a really bad semester in
my personal life. That hasn’t changed at all, in fact things tend to get worse
as time goes on. I just need to make it a bit longer and will be making changes
that will make my personal life better in the end. It’s still going to be rough
for quite some time, but it’s going to start taking tiny steps toward getting
better. I know it.
Saturday
night, a night that actually factored into my plan to get homework done, get
some sleep and be able to function at work later this week found me hanging out
with a bunch of people at my house. Yes, I will admit it was relaxing in a way,
I just wish it hadn’t all been people I formerly considered my friends, but
have found over the past year I’m not able to trust, so therefore feel on edge
and guarded around them. I always enjoy sitting near a fire, so that part at
least was pleasant, and since my husband planned it all & decided not to
tell anyone what to bring beyond what they wanted to drink I got to have a few
grins at how much he wound up spending at the grocery store to fund this
evening. I know from being the one that typically plans this kind of thing that
when you’re talking about seven adults and eight kids (mostly teenagers) that
the only way to survive is to delegate food out to all the families. Learning
experience for him, especially since he likes to buy name brand foods. Darn. J I bet he learned his lesson for next
time.
Signing
off for tonight. Catch you all next week!



